forever till forever meets no end

Sunday, October 01, 2006 @12:00 PM

cried for 1 and a half hours last night.
got lectured by both my parents about how disorganised this group is.
got screamed at by my BEST BEST friend for being pissed at someone.
had to effing reorganise all the bloody times on the phone at 12pm
WITH MY MUM SITTING RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME LISTENING TO EVERY WORD OF THE ****ing discussion.

what am i supposed to do? you won't listen to a word i say... you just defend her all the time even though she is in the wrong as well.
nothing i say matters does it?
i give up i dun care if you bloody screw the routine.
you dun even try to co-operate.
i swear tomorrow if its not done properly you are gonna DIE.

at 12pm got lectured again for trying to re-organise something so bloody screwed.
this morning got lectured once again.
you better come tomorrow.
and my dada will be out so you dun have to worry about being black faced etc.

melinda i read your blog. the mind of a future phycologist
my BEST BEST friend i also read your blog and i got no comment
to whom it may concern i know you deleted the post. ( the damage is already done) nothing you do is gonna change it.

tomorrow i hope you will just co-operate and get the routine done.
my best best friend. i dunno what to say to you.